Tis’ Darkness Just Before the Dawn

She sat there, dazed, sitting amongst the flowerbeds in the morning haze. Her plush lips shone with her sparkling eyes as she looked to the luminescent sky where the moon gazed upon her curvaceous body. This seemed a dream, a mere unreality where space and the essence of time was illusory. A silhouette was painted before her, protruding from the radiant sky. The small mushrooms squelched beneath her bare feet whilst the fireflies drifted carelessly above her angelic head. She stared at the diminutive lights as they simultaneously lit up the enigmatic forest surrounding her. 

The woman questioned her surroundings. Was it all real? Nothing could unveil reality to her...nothing she could observe would determine whether she was in reality or a sheer fantasy. Yet there was something within her that rose up. An assurance that determined her perception. A sound was heard. The young lady turned her eyes left to see a large figure shaped as a man’s body. It held its hand outstretched beckoning the woman to come towards it. She could almost read its body language...’trust me’ it said. Getting up from the spongy bed the woman’s eyes emphatically stayed agape for she was tired. Her body resisted movement. The fireflies around her started to move erratically increasing their intensity of light. Her mind began to question this man’s existence then only to realise the mushrooms clutching at her feet, tightening their grasp at every struggle she tried to persist with. The woman didn’t know where to turn to, her frail hands flapped carelessly in fear. The tall figure was less visible now...almost hidden amongst the undergrowth, an opaque radiance surrounding him. She struggled harder only to find the trees surrounding her pulling the woman to the ground with their mossy roots. Her eyes flicked back and forth looking for an answer, something to turn to. She finally started to reach her hand out to the empowering form desperate for his aid believing, just for one moment that he was existent. The tangled roots below her gradually eased. The mushrooms slowly sunk back into the soil as the woman’s eyes remained fixed upon the man. His opaque glow increased in intensity again. The fragile woman gasped as the man pulled her from the earth with open arms. She wrapped around his body with awe. He smiled warmly as the glow seeped away into the man’s flesh. It was then the woman realised. He was real.

We all need faith sometimes. Sometimes it’s only in the most desperate of times that the Lord comes to your aid. To call on someone so incredibly powerful we need that faith. To believe that he is truly real. Enjoy your week guys. 

One Late Night....

Pinpricks of light shattered through the blackness, the luminescent, silvery moon painted a silhouette of a young man and a young woman sprawled out amongst the crisp sand dunes. All was silent other than the trickling of water and the sweet joy of a chirping mocking bird. This seemed more like a wonderland, a utopia where space and time itself seem to be the colour of summer and the warmth of the air never faltered. A small breeze filled the atmosphere, caressing the young woman’s fair hair. She opened her sparkling, crystal eyes to the wonder set around her. The two gems gazed to the young man five feet away from her. Who was he? She found herself thinking. How did he come to be here?

Her hands slid around her soft waist for she was cold. Another question, unusually familiar, crept into her head. How did she come to be here? She gazed at that night sky trying to find even a glimmer of the past yet all she could find was a cold nostalgia of loneliness. A montage of memories. Isolation. Seclusion. The young woman gasped. A small, blue tear rolled down her plush cheeks.

The young man’s eyelids slid open to reveal two large, shimmering, green eyes. He lifted himself up into sitting position, his face contorted with confusion. The question sat inside his head. How did he come to be here? His emerald eyes moved to the right. A young woman sat amongst the sand dunes her beautiful face in her supple hands. Another question, unusually familiar, slid into his head. How did she come to be here? His arms intertwined, for he was cold. He gazed up to look at the night sky trying to find even a speck of memory. Yet all he found was a chilling nostalgia of sadness. A montage of memories. Sorrow. Gloom. He gasped as a large, transparent tear rolled down his smooth face.    

This was surely fate. Some element of force had brought these two together. Or was it simply a coincidence? Was it just by some chance that these two beings had crossed paths?

The woman looked up at the sound of a soft cry. She looked towards the young man who was staring out into the wilderness. She sniffed and gathered up the courage to speak words. ‘Why are you crying?’ She asked her voice like the sound of flowers in full bloom. The young man turned to the woman. ‘Sorry to answer your question with another question but, why are you crying?’ he asked wiping the small tear from his face. The young woman smiled.

“You first,” she winked. The young man turned to face the woman and edged closer. He plucked up enough courage to tell her how he felt and his amnesia. The woman’s sparkling eyes glistened as he spoke.They sat together, their minds agape to each others thoughts. They both ponded silently for a moment...This was surely destiny.

Just a little something that was on my mind. Enjoy guys. Have a great weekend.

Blissful Moments

That feeling on a Friday night is just the best. Just knowing that the weekend is at your doorstep beckoning you to embrace its comfort and rest! This weekend is one of those weekends where there is NOTHING on your busy schedule......you open your eyes and gaze drearily at the to-do list to find nothing but a squiggle on the page. I have fallen in love with Saturday. Is that a bad thing?

 - Picture of the Day....one of our long lost guinea-pigs - Rodney! Just thought I'd share that with you!

Update on 'Profound Dentistry'  - things are going well, I have cut down on snacking and only eat the main three meals a day with maybe a fruit snack or 2 in the middle. It sounds like I'm on some sort of diet! But this is merely for my teeth. Hopefully this shall prolong further fillings in the upcoming future. Keep reading guys - if you are out there.

Have An Excellent Weekend - You're Awesome!

Through the Eyes of Sin

We all have our struggles in life. We are human consequently making it impossible for us to be perfect. It blows me away sometimes that he died for US. The intoxicating sin was eradicated when Jesus died on that cross. We don't deserve it, but he did it anyway - with each and every one of us in mind. For me, it can be such a fight sometimes to overcome sin in my life. I really struggle with some things that seem to rot within me - but I know I can do it, because it IS 'Jesus Christ who strengthen's me!' The question is....how?

Here is a tip....when battling with sin in your life - DON'T LET IT GROW IN THE DARK! Place people around you! Once you open your heart and stop that secrecy the enemy's powers are at least halved! I promise you, placing good, mature and strong role-models in your life makes things so much easier. Tip number 2....DON'T GIVE UP! I went through a stage of giving up and it allowed the enemy to wreak MASS destruction in my life - placing friends around you to support you is CRUCIAL for overcoming. We are victorious, don't believe the lies. Don't let in that pathetic slander, you are not worth that. You are so incredibly valuable to the world and to God. Don't throw it away by hating yourself. Enjoy the rest of your week.

The Chances

I was in the car the other day...just chugging along when..WHAM! A van slams into the back of us.The entire experience was the weirdest thing ever.And I normally like weird...but not this time. For a moment I couldn't breathe, it was like the air had been pushed out of me...then a funny tingling shot all up and down my spine and my head spun. After a few minutes just the pain in my back remained. And still remains to this day....I need to get it checked out.

But just to think....if we had slowed down on the way...or if I had turned up earlier this wouldn't of happened. What are the chances? Will update further information soon! Keep reading - and comments would be great. Thanks.

I Suggest....

I love diving into fantasy novels. Sometimes I even crave getting lost into an incredible world of magic - recently I read a book that is not just fantasy.. but political fantasy. I have never liked politics, in fact, I think politics is incredibly boring...but this book is really unique and I love it. It is the first of three named, Priestess of the White - I highly suggest this! I have read all three and gape in awe at the amazing narrative and content. So..Well done Trudi Canavan! Here is the book cover of N.o 1...

Letting it all out....

From time to time my emotions build up. I know that doesn't really make much sense but let me explain....when stressful things happen I don't normally react, I am not an angry person which is kind of a benefit. But by keeping the stress in, it slowly builds up into this huge ball of emotion.So over the years I have developed many ways to release it. The biggest of which is music. By sitting down and vigorously hammering the keys of my upright piano gives me such a sense of release - not to mention I get some great chord progressions out of it.
Getting your 'emotions out' productively can not only form anger management but it can also release so much stress! Try it sometime. Think of something productive you love doing, like writing and just let it all out!

Now...changing the subject - update on my 'mini dentistry project'...

Let's start with the positives....the cutting down on sugar has gone very well. My daily wheatabix, my coffees and teas have all dropped in sugar content dramatically. However, I am struggling a smidgen with my snacking. Let me tell you how my day works...I arrive at 830,,,,have a break at 10:55 and lunch at 1:25. It is VERY hard for me not to eat during my break...especially junk food. And alas, a few days ago I had a weak moment and bought some cookies that I munched on the way home...I brushed my teeth vigorously the next couple of hours in guilt. Other than that, I have tried my hardest to cut down. SO.... after that minor step back, tis' time to press forward! Aim: Even less snacking.

Happy Eating....or not.  

Vlogging?!

There is blogging. And there is...vlogging (video logging). Now. To speak infront of a camera as if you are talking to yourself is very hard. Believe me...I tried before. I was thinking of posting a test vlog up...or at least a video of something or other....Like This.

Something...Is Coming. -Enjoy!

Want me to post a Vlog?! Comment!!

Our Little Secret....

I'm quite a musical person. I love composing, and I play piano as a hobby. But the only music I honestly ever listen too (unless I'm in the car and the radio is on) is one person...
 Now....this guy is genius. And when I say genius, I mean it. I saw him in London September 10th and I am STILL in shock to this day that he was right in front of me. Adam young is my hero. What an incredible guy. The blogs I read (obsessively I might add) that he wrote conveys a HUGE amount of relate able stuff.
 In so many ways he is scarily like me, and I love that. He has been such a light to me when I was down - his songs are not just a harmonious burst of angelic melody but also have such a strong Christian message through them that blows my mind. I have been with Adam since Port Blue and LOVE his work. I dream about the day of meeting him. Imagine Adam Young being your best friend.If only! He goes by the alias 'Owl City' and reached the top chart in various countries with the track 'Fireflies'. One of the best things that I still can't get around is that he did this ALL by himself. In his room, on his computer...and look where he is today! Wow....just...wow.

Chilli Jazz?!

I came home one day, plodded up to my room and started to unpack my bag. Suddenly a small 'meow' was heard and I turned my head to see a little black cat snuggled on my blanket purring like a machine. I love my cats. I have two, both of which have almost opposite personalities like my brother and I. Chilli Pepper is the fluffiest with white paws and stripy tiger-like fur, he is hard to get and sometimes takes time - but when he wants attention - you will definitely know.. Maxy Jazz on the other hand is all black and has the biggest eyes you could ever see! He is one of the soppiest cats I've ever known and spends most of his time laying on his back giving a subtle 'wprrr?' for attention. These mischievous beings go everywhere with each other.
So if you are at home, feeling lonely, thinking of a pet....get kittens. You won't regret it, I assure you that.