Through the Eyes of Sin

We all have our struggles in life. We are human consequently making it impossible for us to be perfect. It blows me away sometimes that he died for US. The intoxicating sin was eradicated when Jesus died on that cross. We don't deserve it, but he did it anyway - with each and every one of us in mind. For me, it can be such a fight sometimes to overcome sin in my life. I really struggle with some things that seem to rot within me - but I know I can do it, because it IS 'Jesus Christ who strengthen's me!' The question is....how?

Here is a tip....when battling with sin in your life - DON'T LET IT GROW IN THE DARK! Place people around you! Once you open your heart and stop that secrecy the enemy's powers are at least halved! I promise you, placing good, mature and strong role-models in your life makes things so much easier. Tip number 2....DON'T GIVE UP! I went through a stage of giving up and it allowed the enemy to wreak MASS destruction in my life - placing friends around you to support you is CRUCIAL for overcoming. We are victorious, don't believe the lies. Don't let in that pathetic slander, you are not worth that. You are so incredibly valuable to the world and to God. Don't throw it away by hating yourself. Enjoy the rest of your week.

The Chances

I was in the car the other day...just chugging along when..WHAM! A van slams into the back of us.The entire experience was the weirdest thing ever.And I normally like weird...but not this time. For a moment I couldn't breathe, it was like the air had been pushed out of me...then a funny tingling shot all up and down my spine and my head spun. After a few minutes just the pain in my back remained. And still remains to this day....I need to get it checked out.

But just to think....if we had slowed down on the way...or if I had turned up earlier this wouldn't of happened. What are the chances? Will update further information soon! Keep reading - and comments would be great. Thanks.

I Suggest....

I love diving into fantasy novels. Sometimes I even crave getting lost into an incredible world of magic - recently I read a book that is not just fantasy.. but political fantasy. I have never liked politics, in fact, I think politics is incredibly boring...but this book is really unique and I love it. It is the first of three named, Priestess of the White - I highly suggest this! I have read all three and gape in awe at the amazing narrative and content. So..Well done Trudi Canavan! Here is the book cover of N.o 1...

Letting it all out....

From time to time my emotions build up. I know that doesn't really make much sense but let me explain....when stressful things happen I don't normally react, I am not an angry person which is kind of a benefit. But by keeping the stress in, it slowly builds up into this huge ball of emotion.So over the years I have developed many ways to release it. The biggest of which is music. By sitting down and vigorously hammering the keys of my upright piano gives me such a sense of release - not to mention I get some great chord progressions out of it.
Getting your 'emotions out' productively can not only form anger management but it can also release so much stress! Try it sometime. Think of something productive you love doing, like writing and just let it all out!

Now...changing the subject - update on my 'mini dentistry project'...

Let's start with the positives....the cutting down on sugar has gone very well. My daily wheatabix, my coffees and teas have all dropped in sugar content dramatically. However, I am struggling a smidgen with my snacking. Let me tell you how my day works...I arrive at 830,,,,have a break at 10:55 and lunch at 1:25. It is VERY hard for me not to eat during my break...especially junk food. And alas, a few days ago I had a weak moment and bought some cookies that I munched on the way home...I brushed my teeth vigorously the next couple of hours in guilt. Other than that, I have tried my hardest to cut down. SO.... after that minor step back, tis' time to press forward! Aim: Even less snacking.

Happy Eating....or not.  

Vlogging?!

There is blogging. And there is...vlogging (video logging). Now. To speak infront of a camera as if you are talking to yourself is very hard. Believe me...I tried before. I was thinking of posting a test vlog up...or at least a video of something or other....Like This.

Something...Is Coming. -Enjoy!

Want me to post a Vlog?! Comment!!

Our Little Secret....

I'm quite a musical person. I love composing, and I play piano as a hobby. But the only music I honestly ever listen too (unless I'm in the car and the radio is on) is one person...
 Now....this guy is genius. And when I say genius, I mean it. I saw him in London September 10th and I am STILL in shock to this day that he was right in front of me. Adam young is my hero. What an incredible guy. The blogs I read (obsessively I might add) that he wrote conveys a HUGE amount of relate able stuff.
 In so many ways he is scarily like me, and I love that. He has been such a light to me when I was down - his songs are not just a harmonious burst of angelic melody but also have such a strong Christian message through them that blows my mind. I have been with Adam since Port Blue and LOVE his work. I dream about the day of meeting him. Imagine Adam Young being your best friend.If only! He goes by the alias 'Owl City' and reached the top chart in various countries with the track 'Fireflies'. One of the best things that I still can't get around is that he did this ALL by himself. In his room, on his computer...and look where he is today! Wow....just...wow.

Chilli Jazz?!

I came home one day, plodded up to my room and started to unpack my bag. Suddenly a small 'meow' was heard and I turned my head to see a little black cat snuggled on my blanket purring like a machine. I love my cats. I have two, both of which have almost opposite personalities like my brother and I. Chilli Pepper is the fluffiest with white paws and stripy tiger-like fur, he is hard to get and sometimes takes time - but when he wants attention - you will definitely know.. Maxy Jazz on the other hand is all black and has the biggest eyes you could ever see! He is one of the soppiest cats I've ever known and spends most of his time laying on his back giving a subtle 'wprrr?' for attention. These mischievous beings go everywhere with each other.
So if you are at home, feeling lonely, thinking of a pet....get kittens. You won't regret it, I assure you that.